Love, ,Hope, Faith

People say that when one door closes, another one opens. Do you think it's true??

I believe it is. I know it!!! And the one that just open? That's usually the better one. But you have to have the right mentality for it. Or else you won't see it. You'll be just staring at the two closed door. Let's change that point of view and see the wide opened door, just for you.

When your hope is shut down, like didn't get the promotion you worked hard for, or you didn't get in to the college, or you didn't get the part you wanted so badly. What's your reaction? It's just natural that you get upset. Who wouldn't? And the question is, what would you do after that??

I went to this audition today. It was for my dream show. I've been obsessed with this show for who knows how long. Then, I finally made a choice to push myself. Then, they didn't even see me. I was typed out before the audition. It shuttered my heart so bad. I wad crying in the cornor of 34th and 6th street. If they could have only see me, then I would have been fine for getting cut. I'll still be sad, but at least then I would know I did what I could. But that wasn't the case.

My wonderful boyfriend kept telling me not to be a quitter. But all i wanted to do was to runaway. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough. Not even close.  But, that's not true. The truth is I AM Good ENOUGH. I just wasn't what they were looking for. That's all. It's hard to get that through my thick head. But I managed to do that.

I'm so grateful that I have such an amazing boyfriend and wonderful friends who support me no matter what, especially in time like this. They all told me that they are proud of me for taking the risk. Thank you.

It's constant rejection that we have to face. And it's so easy to get discouraged and lose faith. And if we let that, cities like LA or NY would be a deadzone. But people are strong. Those who believe in themselves, in their passion, they have love for that. And the love won't let the negative energy take over. And it will give you lots of hope. And with your love, the hope will turn into faith. And it will help you go farther, to achieve your goal, to get what you want. Of course you have to do your part. You have to work hard. But the faith will help you. It'll help your vision turn into the reality eventually.

Once you quit, it's over. A lot of people pursue the same, or similar, dream as you do. And not everyone makes it. Because when the time comes, most of them decide NOT to continue. When you truely have the faith, that shouldn't even be an option. It shouldn't even cross your mind!!!!!! Well, sadly, you might have to face that timw to time. Don't be the majority. Don't listen to them say "this is too difficult". You're stronger than them. When those people quit, there're more opportunities for you. Of course there always will be new people coming in.

When the new opportunity opens up, go for it. Take a risk. Take chances. Take in charge of your own life. You are in charge of your life.

Keep in mind.

Love, Hope, Faith.

You can do it.

Love is your resource.
Hope is your energy.
Faith is your strength.

Love,