It's not Gameover untill you say it is.

It's a quote from my favorite comic book of all time. Few seconds left in the basketball game, the teacher says to the student,

"It's not over as long as you don't give up."

They win the game. And the student gets MVP.

This philosophy could be applied in life in general. It's not over as long as you keep going. You're your own worst enemy. We keep beating up ourselves. We limit ourself from doing things. From the fear of failing, losing, or rejection. We put ourselves in a protective mode. So we don't have to get hurt. We'd rather not try and keep wondering how it could be. And eventually we're convinced that it's better that way. It's been so long and we start to believe that is the truth. And get comfortable, and lose your path.

It's easy said than done. I know that more than anyone. If my action were to go with my words, I wouldn't be where I am now. But what's done is done.  I can only change the future. Not the past. Because of that I am who I am and learned the lessons. So, I should be grateful for that.

All I know is that even though I'm scared of failing, "or even trying" to be honest, I don't wanna give up on my dreams. This is all I know. I have to start somewhere. Because I want to.  I may cry, I may fall, I may say I'm gonna quit. But I won't, not now anyway. I've learned to stand back on my feet. And that's gonna make me stronger. So it's not gameover yet!!!

Love,