Wednesday, July 31, 2013

LOVE NEVER DIES

 
You know that LOVE NEVER DIES. And if you didn't know, you better start knowing that. Because Love NEVER Dies. Never. Because Love is the source of all energy in this universe. It's like the air we breathe. Love is everywhere, if only we decide to realize it's there. A lots of us get caught up in the reality that's obsessed with materials and your social status. We often forget to see what's more important, or what's true. So, let's stop for a moment and take a BIG breathe. No one can keep running forever. You have to stop, take a break, recharge yourself, and then get back on your feet. Even machines can't keep going. They need to be maintained, fueled, and fixed when they're needed. You might think you're super strong and not gonna break down like all the rest of the world. But you will have time that you might feel weak or fragile. It's only natural. In times like that, just take a moment. We are not meant to live alone. We're suppose to feel love. We're suppose to breathe in love, and exhale love.

I'm not really talking about love in relationship. It can be any type of love. Love for your family, friends, yourself, your pets, your passion, your future..... Everything and everyone feel stronger when they feel the presence and the power of Love around them. Everyone is going through something all the time. The only difference is how they see it. Do you see it from the perspective of love or suffering? When you see things from the point of love, you give people the benefit of doubt. You think before you get upset. The sales clerk made a mistake maybe because she had a very rough time at home and wasn't able to concentrate at their job. And when you see things from the point of love, you see good in people and in your situation. There's always something you can learn and be glad for. When you meet people you don't appreciate the behavior, just be glad that you're nothing like them. When you're struggling with your financial situation and don't have a job, be glad that you're still alive. That might be difficult, at the moment. But everything is happening because you're alive. My mother always tell me that as long as you can complain, you're good. The moment you can't even complain about something, that's the time you need to take a deep breath. Also that's the moment, you need to ask some help. There's nothing to be ashamed to ask for help. Be glad that you have something to ask for help. It might not make any sense at the point. But, you'll get it whenever the time comes. When you're bullied, you might wanna kill yourself. But, when you pass that and look back, you might be able to forgive and be grateful because you understand other people's pain more. You are stronger and more caring person than before. Be grateful for that.

Love never dies. It's an absolute true. If there's anything that never dies, that's love. Love is energy. Love is powerful. Love doesn't need anything to prove it to others. Love doesn't need anything in return. Love is there for you to realize, feel and embrace. Love is in you. You are LOVE. Love makes you stronger and weaker at the same time. You have to share love with the Universe in however form you can. There's no boarder. There's no language required. Love is there. Love is here. Love is everywhere. You just need to realize it's there. So, take a moment. You'll feel the difference. You'll love more. You'll love your life. You'll love yourself. You'll always be LOVE. You are LOVE.

Love,

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

People I love

I wrote the other day about my boyfriend. And I wanna tell you something about my parents.

THEY ARE THE BEST.

There's no other way to discribe how amazing they are. They are the best. I can't say it any better. They are most loving, caring, and humble people who love to enjoy their life. You hear that parents want you to go to college, get a degree or two and become a doctor or a teacher, or get a stable job... so on and so on..... Not, my parents. They always told me that as long as you're happy and do what you love to do, that's all that matters. And they do believe in me and love me to death. My mother believed that I would go compete in Olympic, when I didn't even make it to the finals in the regional. That's how much they love me. To be honest, they are just a bit, LOL, crazy in a sense. But, I can not be more grateful to be their daughter.

They say that children reflects their parents. And I wish I am their reflection or at least close to it. They showed me how to love, how to care and how to respect. They taught me how to be honest, modest and sincere. Every parents has expectation for their children and that's only natural. They want their children to do great at school, make great friends and be happy. They want what's best for their children. My parents really showed me that. When I told them what I want to do, they didn't shutter my dream. They encouraged me to pursue and make it happen. They didn't care what other people might say about me. They didn't care what other people DID say about me. They just love me for who I am and who I will and can become. Without any judgement or doubt. They want me to be happy and make my dreams come true. The values I learned from them is undiscribable.

Let me just repeat again, I love my parents to death. They are most loving, caring, giving people I know.

I love you and thank you for having me as your child.

Love,

Monday, July 29, 2013

Inspiration



 What can inspire people more than people!? The power we held within us, it's beyond our comprehension. It's just amazing how we can inspire each other as a person.

My friend and I went to see "Cinderella" on Broadway. It was AMAZING!!!!! It was such a beautiful production. Congrats to all the cast and creative team of the show!!! It had so much energy and love. Although I admire their work, I was never a huge on R&H musicals. But, this show absolutely blew my mind!!!!!!!!!!!! Can I say AAAAAAmazing!??? I felt so much love. It's love for their work, art and to people. Without it, there's NO WAY it'll make people cry.

We live in the age where so many things are done with computer graphics. I love it, and respect that form of art. and thanks to that, the movie industry has given us so many great movies. But, that is not the only way to entertain and inspire people. Let's not forget that WE, as a person, can inspire other human beings. That's what THEATRE/Live performances do. Theatres touch audience in such a raw emotional realm. Things are done in such a intimate setting, depends on the venue of course,  and there's nothing between the actors and the audiences, other than the orchestra. You can't hide. You feed off each other. And if anyone goes missing, it won't be complete. There are Actors, Director, Music director, Choreographer, Lighting Cordinator, Costumes, Sound Corordinator, Sets, Props..... It's a collaboration of the arts. and to top it off, when audience's reaction is pretty good, that makes you wanna do more. It makes you wanna become better. So, again, you're feeding off each other. It's an art form created by human beings! And it doesn't have to by theatre or live performances. The important thing is that WE HAVE THAT POWER TO INSPIRE OTHER PEOPLE.

When you stop learning, that's the time, you can't grow any more. Open your eyes.Open your mind.  Pick a thing that's gonna inspire you and help you grow.... And don't forget to enjoy the every single moment of your life. That's the beauty of this life. It's all up to you.

Love,

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

the world needs your awesomeness!



It's kinda same topic, I've been talking in last few posts... But, it keeps coming up to me and I take it that I really need to spread this messege more than anything else. So, let me repeat again,

THIS WORLD NEEDS YOUR AWESOMENESS!!!

You can still grow and learn to be a better version of you. But, you don't have to be something else or someone else. You just need to be you.

I realized that every since I moved to NY, and attended all these workshops and forums... people have been saying the same thing.

"You just have to be true to who you are. Don't try to be someone else to impress the other people. Don't be who you think they want you to be".

At first, it didn't sink in quitt. Then, the more I heard, the more it started to sinking in to me. Let's be honest, this business is not your ideal business to be in when you are an ethnic. It's kinda sad, yes. I was probably the one couldn't accept who I am the most in a sense. And I've been hearing this over and over again. It must be a messege for me. The world needs me. This world wants me to be who I am. This worlds loves me for who I am. This world gave me this life as who I am because it's the best thing for me. And my perspective towards life started to change. I was born this way, so that I could enjoy and live this life the fullest. And for that exact reason, you are born the way you are. You have to always improve and grow more everyday as I always say.

But I'm really feeling that this is the messege I need the most personaly and I need to share with you. Start comparing you to yourself from yesterday, not to other people. Forget about other people. Don't worry about what they are gonna say. It doesn't matter. They are gonna judge you and say things they want to say anyways. Does that matter to you!? It shouldn't. It shouldn't matter at all. Let them say whatever they wanna say. They are just jealous of you. Let them be jealous. Let them talk about you.  That only means that you are THAT AMAZING. You caught their eyes for being who you are, the amazing who you are. You don't have to pretend to be someone else. Embrace who you are. Love who you are. Enjoy who you are. Grow as who you are. Live as who you are. That's the best and the only way to FULLY ENJOY THIS LIFE. Love it!!!

Love,

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU!!!! CAN I JUST SAY THAT!???

I love you.
I think you are awesome.
I think you are beautiful.
I think you are smart.
I think you are talented.

No, I actually don't think you are all that. I KNOW YOU ARE ALL THAT and MORE.

Today, as I started writing this blog. I just wasn't sure what to write. There were a few things that I wrote and deleted. Because I wasn't sure what exactly I wanted to tell you.

And I decided that instead of start writing things that I wasn't sure, I'd rather tell you how much "LOVE+HOPE+FAITH" and "Love+Live+Life" mean to me. I'd rather tell you how much I love you.

"Love+Hope+Faith", "Love+Live+Life". both are my motto and my philosophy. Those are my fundamental elements of life. and those are the things that keeps me going. I love the way those words make me stronger and stronger every day.

We have to know that those are in us. We all have what it takes to make it in this world.

 I wish I have more vocabulary so that I can tell you more. But, all I could think right now is how much more you can grow as a person.

You're infinite.
You are limitless.
You are more than you can possibly imagine.
You are love.

So, be Love. Enjoy Love. And share Love.

Love,

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Know how awesome you are.


Do you have any idea how awesome you are??? If you don't, well, you should. You should know how awesome you are, how amazing you are, how wonderful you are, how important you are, how beautiful you are.......Let me tell you, you are amazing and you are awesome.

I'm gonna be honest with you. For the longest time, I had such a hard time accepting who I am and what I am. I just did. It didn't matter what other people said. I would feel better for few days, or weeks after all the self-improvement-books, but I'd go back and forth and repeat that over and over. I wasn't able to fully embrace who I am. It's very sad, actually.

It's so easy to get sucked into the false definition of "What beauty is", "What you should look like", or "Hollywood's most wanted". It's just so easy to have faulse image when everyone on TV is so skinny, and whenever they cast "PLUS SIZE" people, they are actually standerd of this country. It's just wrong. They are not representing or reflecting the real people. Not everyone is Abacrombie model. Not every girls are Victoria Secret models or Kate Upton. People are different and unique. Most of the people in this country are racially mixed. And this country was founded by immigrants, grown by immigration.  And when they put or not put particular race on TV, they make big deal about it. The other day, I saw a news on TV just because they used an ethnically "Mixed" child on a TV commercial. How stupid is that!???? Have you gone outside lately!???? That's the reality of this country. And the result of people loving each other for who they are, not for what they are

Unless you realize how awesome you are, how precious you are, and how beautiful you are, You will not go anywhere. You just can't. You have to realize your own value. I'm not saying that you don't have to make effort, you still have to make effort to be better, but YOU ARE AWESOME, just the way you are. Bruno Mars is right. YOU ARE AMAZING, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. And when you truely accept who you are and embrace who you are, things are gonna change. You don't have to impress other people. You don't have to pretend that you're someone else. You don't have to lie to who you are. You can improve yourself, better yourself. But, you don't have to compare yourself to other people. No one can become you. You're the only person who can be you. You are who you are and what you are for a reason. You just haven't find out what it is. And when you find out what that is, you're gonna feel so grateful for being the way you are.

My friend posted on Facebook once,

"A Celebrity is a person who knows how to Celebrate being who you are".

So, let's all be a celebrity. Life is a celebration. Don't let all those false information discourage you. You're awesome. Smile more often, Laugh always, and Love every moment.

Love,

Friday, July 19, 2013

Live SImply


I haven't posted any pictures in a while... So, hear it goes.

Life could be complicated, it could be rough..... but, you have to remember, Love always wins. Love always gives you strength. Because Love is the source of everything. You are LOVE.

Love,