I'm being honest

It's so funny. I'll be really honest. I write this blog, as notes to myself. And more often than enough that I'm really telling it to myself that YES, DON'T WORRY, THINGS ARE GONNA BE OK!!! So, I'm just telling it to myself, like really, trying to sinking it in. And I have been a bit stressed out last few weeks or so. A lot has changed, and I'm adjusting it pretty well. Consciously or subconsiously, I started questioning myself. Is it really happening?! Is this gonna really work out?! I've tried to tell myself over and over that "Stop asking that kinda questions. You've been telling yourself and you know that God is going to take care of everything and He knows what he is doing. All I have to do is to belive.". So, I've been going in and out that phase.

And it happened. All the signs are laid out, just for me to see it.

 I've been obssesed with this thing for a little bit over 10 years now. I've been dying to do that part, and I know deep in my heart that I am meant to do this part. If it wasn't meant to be, why is it that I have so much passion and obsession for all these years!??? And then, I realized that today. Seriously TODAY!!! I realized that if that's what God has planed for me, I don't have to be obssessed with this. He knows that I'm gonna do it. He brought me into this life to do this part. So, all I have to do is to work hard, and belive in HIM. It's just as simple as that!!! I'm working so much more than before for my career and future. And I'm seeing all these signs. I'm pretty sure that there are so many other people who has exact same dream as me. And it all comes down to how much work you put in, and how much faith you have in yourself, and in GOD. And I don't worry any more. At least I don't want to. My passion wouldn't have planted in me, if it weren't meant to be fulfilled. That's all I know now.

Love,